This Feeling

This Feeling (by Alex De Vera Dizon)

This is making me crazy

This is making me feel like a fool

I dunno if I should keep avoiding him

I dunno if I should I just keep seeing him from afar

The pain this feeling inflicts

It pierces not only my heart but also my soul

As the day and night pass by, the longing keeps on going

I want to know him more, I want him to know me more

I wish I’m brave enough to tell him

What I have in my mind, heart and soul

But I’m so scared that I might just be disappointed

I’m afraid that I might just hurt myself more

If this is love, then I guess I’m in love

I wanna see him more often, I wanna hear him more often

One day, eye to eye, face to face, I wish to talk to him

I wanna hold his hands, and talk more and even laugh

But the mere thought of it - it makes me tremble, it makes me weak

Oh, I’m crazy! What am I feeling? Why am I like this?

I’m not sure if I should just keep this feeling to myself

But I think that world already knows about it, I’m just denying it to myself

Am I ready for this change? I don’t know.

But this feeling – I like it - a lot.

I’m not sure if he feels the same

I’m afraid to say I’m in LOVE but my heart knows what is this

I love him. I love you. Yes, I love you.